Sniff, Sniff

One month from today, I (reluctantly) am returning to work. I'm not sure how I am going to do it. I'm trying to remember that I only work about 14 days a month, but I'm still sad about having to leave my baby boy for even those days! I work 12 hour shifts, so I'll be away from him for a long time! I'm hoping that we'll be able to have him baby sat by my mom, Brian's mom, and my sister. We have a couple of friends as well who have offered to help us out in a pinch. It's just so nerve wracking! Someday, someday, I hope to be a stay at home mom. But, right now, we need my income. Hmmm...I think I'm going to go buy a lotto ticket.