Thursday, December 30, 2010

Miss him

Sometimes, I miss this guy so bad, it physically hurts.


I miss him some every day. But, for some reason, there are days like today when I miss him a little more. When it feels like I need to divert my attention because thinking about him just breaks my heart, and could bring me to tears. I loved seeing my son with him. I so badly wish he could see Carson now. He would be tickled to death by the things Carson says and does. I wish Elin could have met him. He would have adored her. I wish that Tayler could hang out with him, and tell him about school. I hate that my kids don't get to have him in their lives. And that I don't get to have him in my life any longer. It just doesn't seem fair some times.

Wednesday, December 29, 2010

Happy 33rd my love!




Yesterday we celebrated Brian's 33rd birthday with dinner and a movie.


We saw "The Fighter" which I have to say, is an GREAT movie. I really, really liked it. After the movie, we went to dinner. Just us. That doesn't happen nearly often enough. It was really nice. I did bring my camera, planning on taking some photos of the handsome birthday boy, but of course, left it in the car and didn't take a single picture. But, never the less, I think he enjoyed his birthday celebration. And of course, I loved spending it with him.

Monday, December 27, 2010

She's Here!



Holy cow. What a crazy, chaotic, busy last few months we've had. In the MONTHS since I last posted, several things in the Schienbein family have happened. First, and most exciting, our baby sister was born. Elin Bryce joined our family on November 27th. Over a month early! It was frightening, and stressful, but she's home with us now and doing fantastic. Tayler and Carson have been wonderful with her. They both help me out when I need it, and even when I don't! Carson especially makes his services available at all times. He helps me hold her bottle, screams "Baby Crying!!!!" when she cries, and gladly pushes her in her swing...even when we haven't asked him too! But, it's all out of love, and listening to him say "Bless you, Elin!" (which sounds more like "Bush you Eeeewen!")when she sneezes is probably the sweetest thing I could imagine. Tayler helps me with Carson when I'm busy with Elin, and helps me with Elin when I'm busy with Carson. She truly is a life saver.

Elin has been a great baby. She sleeps quite a bit still, is eating well, and seems to be growing like a weed! We couldn't be happier. She's one month old today, and on one hand it seems like she was just born. But on another hand, it seems like it was a million years ago that Brian and were driving to the hospital multiple times a day to see her! We're just so happy she's home with us, and doing so well.

Another change in our family was our move from West Richland to Kennewick. We decided a few months back that our family was getting too big for our house in West Richland. We really wanted to find another house in West Richland and started hunting. Finding what we wanted in West Richland proved to be harder than we imagined, and when our house sold after being on the market for only one day, we really had to get serious. We didn't even ask our Realtor to show us any houses in Kennewick because we were confident we did NOT want to live in Kennewick. But, by some strange luck, we were shown a beautiful home in South Kennewick that had the floor plan of our dreams, plenty of room, and a little extra sweet treat in the back yard in the form of an underground pool.

Tayler has started at her new school, which she's loving. Her teacher is male, which she wasn't sure about at first, but has decided she's happy with since he is so nice and so funny. She gets to ride a school bus to school as well, which she's really been enjoying.

So, our family has been through quite a few transitions in the last few months. We're working really hard to get back into some sort of routine, but it has taken some time. With Elin's stay in the NICU, the holidays, getting unpacked, and adjusting to living in a new city, we've kind of feel like it's been a whirlwind of a winter. But, all in all, everything has turned out to be positive, and we continue to feel very blessed.

Wednesday, August 11, 2010

Happy Birthday Carson!


Two years ago today, my life changed forever. I came face to face with the greatest thing I've ever created. My son. Up until that glorious day, I never worried too terribly much about what people thought of me. But that day, I met a little guy that I could I never want imagine disappointing. Someone who I couldn't ever imagine letting down. And these past two years have been a roller coaster of emotion. Love, guilt, elation, fear, excitement, worry, and wonder. Never had something before changed my life so completely. And, there may never again be something that does it again. He is truly a joy to mother. Although opinionated, and occasionally mischievous, he constantly amazes and impresses me. I am one lucky mamma.

Tonight we celebrated Carson's birth with a little family dinner at Red Robin...and as you can see in the above photo...he was LESS THAN impressed when they sang him Happy Birthday. But, other than that, he had a great time!


In other news.....we had our 19 week check with the new baby today. Everything looks fantastic, and the doctor is "pretty sure" the baby is a girl....but he said he isn't positive. So, that was a little disappointing as I am VERY ready to start getting ready for this baby...but it looks like we're going to wait to start getting things together for when we get a FOR SURE sex identification!


Wednesday, May 5, 2010

My Patio Artists

Tayler has always been a big fan of sidewalk chalk. Carefully drawing flowers, animals, and US on any concrete she could find. And now, she's passing it on to her baby brother. Today while I was making dinner, they passed the time scribbling their hearts out. It's really cute to see your two sweeties, side by side on their bellies, creating masterpieces.







Wednesday, April 21, 2010

Saturday, April 10, 2010

Hockey in the House

Brian's new hockey stick came in the mail yesterday. So today, Carson picked it up and starting "breaking it in" for his dad. When the "breaking in" began to involve our dogs, I took the stick, put it away and I told him that we couldn't use daddy's hockey stick in the house. He was very upset by this, so I went into his bedroom and got one of HIS hockey sticks. He got his miniature hockey sticks from his cousins Lori, Dan and Ira who live in Canada. They are Edmonton Oiler hockey sticks, and the Oilers are Brian's favorite team. Very cool.

He spent the afternoon hitting some balls around the house with his hockey stick.

Brian came home from work, and I told him about the hockey stick situation. Then, awhile later, I had to run an errand. When I got home, this is what I found.




Brian's going to be in heaven the day this kid puts skates on. So, I guess I was wrong. Dad can decide when the hockey sticks are used in the house, but I guess as long as he's supervising what's being "sticked", I'm okay with it!